fico on friday was so fun,
i cannot stress any further how fun it went.
it seems as though my vocab is so limited.
i use fun,okay,great. thats all.
we took the truck home,it was so bumpy!

saturday i slept in,till like 2plus,
then went out to bowl again!
yayyyyy!
haha,
first game,i beat bernard and raymond!
woohoooooo oh yeah!
second game gone case,
third game,highhhhhhhh uh seriously.
111points,
everybody clap when i reach 100.
so cute.
then i had to be home for my bro's bbq birthday thingy.
after that,i bathe,
sneaked out to meet them.
wasted after the 3rd cup.
completely,hopelessly gone.
they brought me to esso.
they brought me downstairs,
my bro brought me home.
it was the end of my mamasan career,
haha.
anthony i love you,
thank you for sprinting all the way to buy hot drink for me.
was it milo? i forgot,
thank you for being especially patient in answering me,
yeah,umm,ok,no you're not gonna get....shutup all that,countless times
i see yr face i wanna laugh.cause you're so calm!
haha,
thk bro for sending me to my room and giving me yr blanky
happyhappy birthday!
thks bacon so so much ,you more scared than i am.
you made up such an interesting story!
its funny! love you too bro!
des and gab,thks for sending me home.
i love you ma niggas.
des tie my hair for me,ha and blow my drink i saw.
the way you all talk to me uh,i vividly rmbed,damn nice sia.
so calm and nice,
so i think i shd be wasted every other day so you all wont bullcrap talk with me uh.
haha,
a night to remember,
a night i wouldnt want to repeat.

i burped damn loud before the vomit came,
it was disgustingggggg!
and they were there,
ewwww.

ok bye.
walls ice cream job interview ltr?
heh heh heh.

i am stuck.
:/
my camera skills in ae suckszzzzzz pls.
i was like planning my schedule awhile ago
and i realised, not much time man not much time.
i thought can take my time uh,
going to school 9.30-5 everyday for 3weeks is not a fun task.
baizzzzz. howdy.
before i get going and start on my after effects
i really wanna talk about ytd,
ytd,i went out with bacon joel lex and a mystery guy(ha)
to the straits times lucky draw in raffles places. it was freaking crowded
all the kiasu singaporeans there,hoping to win the volkswagen golf car.
so we sat there for like 2 hours,i was so patient i couldnt believe it too :)
ended at like 6plus,
and then we went to far east for pasta, and for bac to get his shoes.
jeremiah! and kristine came to join us!
the girls bought their flats and then i went for hair extensions,
for fun!
the guys kinda just rotted ard waiting,ha.
then off we went to downtown east to bowl!(at 11pm)
i took jeremiah's freaking coolio bike! YAY YAY YAY!
bowling is a greatttttt activity cause everybody's constantly smiling,
whether you went into the gutters or have strikes or what, they turn back and they smile.
5 of us played while the girls went to watch movie.
after that we waited for the movie to end,
and then went home.
i was wayyyyyyy past my curfew
but it didnt bother me,cause i know i wont have so much fun in the next week or so.
jeremiah rode me back,it was shiokkkkkk.
it started raining and there were lightning. but he carried on.
he sped luh and the rain hit me like many tiny injections on my legs.
i am damn high cause i rode his bike again!
i loved ytd's company!
thks bacon for the day out!!!
i am like lazy now,and i dont mind sleeping
but i have t get started oh help me.
i surely stuck one
anthony's coming bk tmr,so yay!
great weekend,great weekend!
:-D heh sorry
self image heavy.pls ignore.
idk whether to cut fringe not,
currently procrastinating.
studproj has started
i psycho myself by stressing,that aint the way la
at the end of the day,you look back.
and you'll think,'that wasnt hard'
so take things one step at a time.
Project Mates: YiXin& Atikah :-)
i think im gna start tmr,focus 110% tmr.
couldnt focus tday cause he was gna leave the next day
&i usually emo.

we ate breakfast and he sent me to skool,pls lets do it again when you come bk.
ok i wanna turn in.
shagged.
tmr full force,i promise.
























& i suddenly rmbered something which made me feel good
g said when i running beside him the other day
that he actually felt the kick,cause he wanted to jog
to overtake me,but i ran and he...idk la.
for someone like him to say something like that uh
is like damn honoured,cause his calf muscles like one rock stuck there like that.
no joke!
i run quite fast for a heavy weight.
moral of the story,dont play catching with me.
:-) i feel so motivated nowwwww
Ashton told me i improved on my motion graphics,
i am darn happy!
he said to improve on concept next time
but so affected cause mr alex said my conversation and product doesnt link.
depression now.
couldnt join my friends at dempsey's ytd :/

today is a sunday,
&i stayed at homeeeeeee all the way till mass
not used to it.ha
then when mass started,it was going dark and gna rain,
i felt great that i was in church,with the congregation,
away from the dark clouds.the church was our shelter and i loved how i was feeling throughout mass.
this week,i want to be humble &true.
& no vulgarities from my mouth.
this is gna be difficult. i get angry quite easily nowadays.
okay.

today is seriously weird.
after mass while waiting.
shermann and i were conversing.
we were talking bout the weirdest things.
then when i joined my family for dinner at botak jones.
genevieve chen ate with us. im like caesar salad,i mix with people whom i hardly talk to.
no no dont get me wrong! its a good thing,just feels weird.
:-)

cant wait for studio proj to start!!!!
woohoooooo.
i think..




AT ECP LAST WEEK DUDE,
AWWWW HE TURNED BUFFY!

today was just greaaaaaaat.
we went to play pool while waiting for the clock to turn 5.30
&then for mass,
we saw kevin!
&he joined us for mass&dinner.
and me,being me, felt nostalgic once again
reminiscing about the past silently in my heart.
cause there was no one for me to share it with,
they had their memories and i had mine,
and so we shared stories at a dear little place,
AL AMEEN. ohdear,of all places (heehee)
i miss him barging into our meetings and saying ridiculous things all the timeeeeee!
and i miss her too.definitely.
she was everything i wanna become.
my role model i would say.
i wanna go back 2 years ago.
i want my saturdays to be painfully but beautifully packed.


vodka anyone? this week's the bombbbb.
on sunday,i went pasir ris park with them.
i did things myself,i walked myself,so ya,enough said.
but we're laughing abt it now so its really stupid.
after which i cabbed to alvin's hse for babi queeeee.
haven seen them for so long, got a few fit guys,ha.
so we ate and ate and ate, there was cake, and we played mahjong
and alvin taught me,there was momo the dog running ard,and they were playing with their fast toy cars.
wow. alvin hasnt grown up,which is a good thing i suppose.
:) rushed back home cause mum was boiling.

monday holidayyyyyyyy
i went to watch hangover and then swam with them
at night.

tuesday,
went to sch,and sch ended an hr later,wtheckkkk,
so i went home and slepttttt all the way.
then watch gi joe in the evening.

today was suppose to meet my pop grp at bras basah but no one turned up.
so fucking pissed k. like tking advantage of me,oh joscelyn can go herself.
eh pls fuck yrselves. so angry,arranged to meet and no one came.
its so not fair.if you cant come at least tell me in advance,
if you forgot that we're meeting.you're not taking this seriously?
even after grinding down my ears if you rmbed,cause i sure did.
i dun care if you read this or not. fuck.
although i try to be a good cat,i dont think i can forgive and forget so easily on this one.
cause this is just too much!

sushi and then bowling ltr on which took my mind off things.
thanks :)

this is so frustrating,
imagine that was you waiting,
how would you feel? i cant sleeppppp.
oh anyway,today was great,
except for smthg uh.
we went to town and then decided to go east coast park.
so we went changi airport first,jalan,body butter!Popeyes! yellow socks! peppermint fredo!
then took a cab to ecp, wanted to play bowling la,but fucking full. so we made our way to laguna/lagoon food centre.
walk wrong way man,omggggggggggg. we walk super long,then realise wrong way,so took a cab there instead.
we ate stingray and fucking huge tiger prawns! and they were fucking expensiveeeeee.so i was kinda pissed. walau, one prawn 14 bucks.
like wtf wtf wtf! but it tasted good so yeah,
watched them water ski or smthg, we gna try it soon!
right right right!
so it was nearing 11 and i had to go home.
i want to sneak out nowwwwwwwww,
everyone's asleep
no dad to help me cover up la,tsk,
he came bk last night,and went overseas again this afternoon.
:/


mum has recently been unusually nagging nowadays.
and me talking back doesnt help one bit so yeah.

last night i only slept at 6plus,after watching movies.
thurs &fri night i have been playing soccer,
friday morning,i missed presentation cause of fucking thosai.its totally my fault,
but im still feeling sour bout it,what to doooooooo.

wed night,anthony finally came back and i missed my good ol friend.

tmr,idk,i havta wipe the shelves, going for bbq t alvintay's i think cant waittttt!
iwtgspampppleasewy.

i feel so bored now please.
eh anyone living near 370 woodlands ave 1,
give me a call pls,lepak with me uh.
drinks provided.fun guranteed.
thks.
Ha.

may the following week be as good.
im feeling a bit unstable emotionally.
one moment happy as hell.one moment crying.
like moments ago.
i want to fucking lose fats,cause im sick of being fat but at the same time,
i'm in love with fries.
i want to..
ahya,i wanna do alot of things la. i have no idea why i have many bruises on my fat chunky legs,
friday,my brother forced me to pump the air of the bike,
i am no a duggar girl,and i do not need to learn what the boys do okay
have this scratch cause of that,and i think i broke the pump.
michael was there,he was really nice,helping me and stuff.
bye sister! and my heart will melt!
soccer was fun i guess cause i had my brother again,now as a coach.
jie go,jie that.made me play better!
i have an elder brother,not a younger one.
ok,i resign to my fate.

saturday was ...
waste time in nlb,
reach home i tired alr,
the rest came over,yay
hit afew ballzx,soak in chlorine,gorge pitzas and banana walnut bwead.
sat under the moon and enjoyed everyone's company.
i wish this could happen every month though.

sunday was sleep whore day.
after mass,bel went threading
and they came over to cook pasta
i din touch my work i was too lazy.

pls come back soon korrrrrrrrrrr! :)
incest.